It’s weird, ever since I got engaged I’ve been thinking about my child hood. Man where did the years go. I remember waking up and going to school, climbing trees, playing kick ball in the back yard with dad, megan, and shane. It seems like yesterday I was playing with dirt bombs out by the dirt road next to our old house. When I was younger I would be laying in my bed thinking about the day I would get married. I would say a little prayer for my future husband and I would lay and think what he may be doing at this very moment. I know, it’s corny but sometimes when I was in middle school and wasn’t having any luck with guys I would be walking from my car into my house at night and I would look up at the stars and wondering if my future husband was looking at the stars too. My parents always said I should pray for my future husband even when I didn’t know who he was. I told Daniel that the other day, and I told him I’m happy to finally have a name to say.
God has blessed this broken road of mine. With jerks leaving their options open. (mmmhmm) to guys that just weren’t interested in the first place. I have cried a lot of tears over the last decade as dreams were shattered with disappointment. My mom would always remind me that one day a guy would come that would be everything I need without me forcing him to, a guy that would love me the way I love them and them giving me 120%. Since I started talking to Daniel, I have always told him when I date someone I give everything I have and all I ask is for them to do that too. Not just to get money, not just to have an option.. but to actually want me. It’s funny how things turn out sometimes. God just knows what is best for you even if you don’t. I couldn’t be happier. Daniel is amazing and truly a blessing to me.
I’m getting married.. and I have been praying for him almost all my life I’m so excited this day has finally come. It’s nice to look back and think about all the things that have brought me to this point and see how much God has worked in my life. Thank God for answered (and unanswered) prayers