siiigh

January 5, 2009

so this past weekend daniel has been away hunting.. and since he doesnt get a signal out there.. are talk time has been very limited..
he calls me when he is about to head out at 6-ish but we only talk for a second.. then i get to talk to him a short time during lunch (except for on saturday.. sigh) and then i wait until about 7:00 where he calls me.. just to say a quick hi and then goes to dinner.. and then finally at 8:00 i get to talk to him till he goes to bed.

for the past few months i have seen him like everyday.. and when i dont see him.. i text him.. or call him..

so this weekend has been KILLING ME.. i know.. i know.. i should be used to the long distance thing.. given my background.. but going from seeing someone everyday.. to barely talking is super hard.. AND.. daniel and i care for each other very much.. he makes me super happy and i love every second spent with him.

so .. moral of the story i guess is.. i miss that kid soo much and im going insane being apart from him like this.. i dooooo not wanna do this again.. cuz it suuuuucks